a whole new person.

God my life is fucking great

i'm not waiting around anymore. this is my time. i'll do anything and everything i want. even if it's something as spontanious as driving all the way to california just to say i've been there and i now know for sure i hate it. or if it's something so silly as to dancing around my house in my boyshorts singing brittney spears.

i don't need anyone in my life. someone sent me something so special and that's my son. i've realized that i'm not scared to die, or of the world ending, all that would make me content is to see my son grow, my son learn, my son teach, my son hurt, and my son love.

i'm living for me, and only me.
a significant other will be the first thing i choose but the last thing i really need.